Hello again, welcome back with me here.
Well, there's so many things that happened in my life this past 3 years since the last time I posted my last blog.
And, i really don't know how to start again.
Okayy .. anyway kemarin, tepatnya tanggal 21 May it's Sunday right? Aku tu baru pergi nonton film yang baru keluar 'Critical Eleven' .. ada yang udah nonton juga?
Pergi nonton sama temen ngabisin waktu, really don't know what to do, karna kalau nonton itu kita cuma perlu bayar sekali and then kita bisa bunuh waktu yang lumayan lama (2 jam lebih) tanpa bingung mau ngapain di hari minggu yang sendu and sudah bulan tua .. Haha, you know what I mean =D
Filmnya not bad, but not that good too .. its so so, tapi itu kayak mungkin bener terjadi sama kita kali ya, lebih real and masuk akal untuk sifatnya di real life, perempuan agak lebih sensitive kalau sudah kehilangan ya, pantang disalahin =D and also, aku juga baru tau what's the real meaning dari Critical Eleven.
But it's not the point that i want to tell all of you guys who read this ..
Sedikit mau bagi cerita, saya itu orangnya introvert, so saya ga banyak ngomong sama org lain, which is very details and sangat sedikit sekali org yang tau tentang apa yg ada dalam pikiran saya dan maybe tidak ada. Saya tidak kasih tau kesusahan saya ke semua orang juga tidak teman baik saya, i mean even if they know I'm not doing it deliberately.
Saya juga gampang kasihan sama orang and sekalipun kadang ada yang mau jahatin saya (in friend zone) but then mereka datang and ask for help, seringan saya luluh lagi. But i don't really care sama lingkungan saya. Apa yg terjadi I don't want to know. Ya it's me. Why? Kenapa saya begitu? Okay im not unreasonable, so saya punya alasan kenapa saya melakukan ini. Kenapa cuek ..
Hey, kalau kalian cerita kesusahan kalian ke orang lain, emangnya mereka bisa bantu? Apa mereka care sama kalian? We have to be positive thinking but, saya juga tidak mau ya munafik karna di zaman skrg ini, orang sekarang itu mereka talk behind you right? and you do the same. Saya juga kadang suka 'bicarain' orang but semuanya based on what i saw and if I really know how the situation is and yaa pastinya dari sumber sumber terpercaya and very accurate.
That's why saya juga ga suka dengar org yg suka ngomongin org and then they judge sesuka hati mereka, hey who are you? You really doing that? Well i ever know a human like that is still exist and they're around me. Saya merasa sangat terganggu dengan org org seperti itu. Saya kasihan sama org yg diomongin ini, kebayang gak sih kalau kita diceritain trus langsung dirangkaikan cerita sendiri sama org yg kita kenal? Behind us? Oh em ji! It's so terrible O.o
If I care about you, you really don't need to worry about anything. But kalau ada org yg ignore me, i will really really show you better the best way how to ignore people. I really don't like that. So just try it with me. Lol~
So .. me
I don't even care if someone hate me, they don't like me or whatever, they want to talk about me, behind me, they gossiping about me I don't care, I don't want to know, and I never care. Because of ........
"I'd like to be happy in front of people who don't like me, because it kills them."
And there's a reason kenapa saya tidak suka ikut campur urusan orang and lebih memilih diam dan mendengarkan mereka yang suka gossiping, merasa paling bener sendiri. Because .........
"Silence is the best reply to a fool"
Welcome to my world
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